Saturday, April 19, 2014

I wanna go to college.

I want something to lecture.

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Christina Ann Barrett says:
She is such a winner! We need to all treat her good and make her happy!

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Asians All Around

Since Asians are found in Scandinavia and Indonesia, I guess you are just interested in pure Asians for that interest sake.

Affection

That's right, point your finger, [you say] "I'll h*** your kids (feelings) because it's only about the people related to people who lived in the South around 1900.."

Speaking of which, why is there a cutoff date?  Are people with ancestors in Pennsylvania who no longer live there have anything in this life|world?  I bet you even like the way Eskimos look better, somehow, but you better get your whims straight!..  Let's see..

(1) Scandinavian|Nordic|Norse
(2) Northern Europe
(3) Mid-Southern Europe
(4) Southern Europe
(5) Colored People (India and the Near and Middle East) + Asians|Native Americans
(6) Black People

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There are people clearly in 1.  Yup, that's the Saint Augustine culture!  The city is Spanish.

Dreamy

I think of Pennsylvania, esp. northeastern Pennsylvania I guess, like it's really dreamy.  Think of the farmers with their berries.  This is to me what to you is England.  I think we've all signed out as Pennsylvania Dutch, as Amish.  People are interested in the Amish farmers who don't use electricity.  I think we were farmers because we were poor, though they had clothes.

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Did you see the little girl with white hair?  Imagine that!  White hair!  1900!

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Think back on your life.

In 1997, things were so dreamy.  I had just started junior high!  I was ready!  It's more about school than class unity--until you go to high school.  Then, college, it's off again.

We just got computers with the specific digital images, like on TV.  It became popular at 1 moment, and I was 11.  It was very exciting to me as a young lady|girl..

I lived by 3 gas stations.  Now, this was the nation's OLDEST continuing city, 2nd oldest.  1565.  So, they even made a gas station a 3D motion theater.  The mall had a movie theater, and I saw Titanic there, once with a friend, and then a 2nd time.

Things were really picking up a pace for me being in junior high.  There were different clothes to look at, sometimes I went back to kids and wish I got that purple cartoon felt sweater.  Probably for kids a year younger.

We dreamed of shiny light blue things.  We were dreamy in black!  We followed the teenage and I guess young adult hype and the Middle Aged people..

There was neon green, lime green!  Dances!  Which people didn't like as much as I did.  This was so long ago it's been buried!  I'm looking for some way to exercise but can't and know it's painful.  I do exercise, though.  I think that us getting fat ruined it.

Now, we have to pay attention to the teens today, but it seems like there's nothing withing the dirt even that's about me in this way it used to be.

I remember the library, the old bookstore, the children's choir I was in since I was like 7, well 9 there.  The oldest church parish.  The cathedral burned down once.  The old buildings and shops we could walk to and buy jelly beans sometimes and sometimes a stuffed animal or something, getting a cookie or possibly an ice cream.

The world was real and full of all its mystery.  I had a home and a window to the world, so-to-speak.  I fell into love again after living in the New Orleans area awhile in a suburb and then met people from New Orleans which just changed everything for some reason.  I just fell into the spirit of Mardi Gras, guess it gave me a high feeling.  That place was enveloped in that like an animal trap.  I felt astute and have high memories now.  They were so humble and not all over Hollywood every other breath but in high school yea.  It was fun, they even made a big deal of like the clubs you were in in high school.  I was in the world of music and got to travel after a year of college, but my life being an experiment stopped me when I was up north.  My conclusion is that I being in the South and having North heritage that my life is where I'm from but I have heritage in the other place.  The South is dreamy, but the North can be magical.  I should hail from New Orleans partly.  I went to college there.  I dunno, lotta popular people go to LSU.  I considered that option later on.

My conclusion is New Orleans is a dreamy, sweet, mysterious, magical, secretive, other-worldly land to understand, which I did even before I believed in other ways of being, like magic where people don't die off.  I am not sure if other New Orleanians today feel the same way.  It might be like the Little House books, where some people ward off people like me.  New Orleans is also more a party city than Las Vegas!  Don't even put LA on the map!  They're crazy over party season, Mardi Gras.  People go out there like it's MIAMI!  Oh yea, Miami is the culture I am from and it is dreamy in real type things, the beach pretty much.  It's nice around with the palm trees and you can feel the environment as anywhere.

So..

Just as I had remembered it!

I paid attention lived there 3 years, age 9-11|12.

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Never!

I feel no one was ever open to me being an Ellen DeGeneres person.  They encourage people who are 15 today..

I just feel there's a lot of turmoil right now.

Flagler

This college used to be a hotel, in the oldest continuing and 2nd oldest city in the U.S..

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It's in Northeastern Florida under a major Floridian city.

LA

I was thinking of going there and networking, otherwise I'll go into my shell and live in a mansion on the beach of Southeastern Florida.

School Online

English II 1st.  I need 6 classes of grade forgiveness.

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My Hair

It has lighter parts in it, like flowers in a valley.

TV

Watching a college lecture on Jews.

I could see the brunettes with light highlights, and I knew parents made it dark or something or they got darker, so why we don't have middle hair colors.

Ugh!

I am tired of taking my dad's problems about what his mom made him but only (his) mom is right.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Thinkers of Men - Do you think Baby Boom got older kids outta the way?

They made people born 1990-1991 as the flop test, they stutter and can't read nor hardly think in a way. Kids born 1992-1996 were just created as buffer or the fill in generation.

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last post - use = us

So

They got it out of the way for the real kids, but they'll find they are not God to us.

Faults

People born in 1990-1991 can't read and stutter.

My age, we feel groggly.

They ^used^ people born around 1990-1991 to set something for the ^real kids^ to fall back on, like people are not their own people and can't make themselves appealing!  The ^real kids^ are born around 1997-8.

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What did you think..

..about Ellen being much older than we thought?  You must miss the old Ellen.  I do not know about her like that.

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I am dominant to my dad.

He ^needs^ me to do things a certain way.  He's like a fat lady.

Question

Why do otherwise bad people support Ellen DeGeneres?

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Problem

I went out to eat my unfinished pizza, and my mom made me feel violent.  My dad didn't.  Stuff came up.  I wanted to ignore it.  I was worried they would change me.  That's what she said!

Gotcha!

How cheap, you say I'm a troll with my high quality posts just because I'm 1/2 Chinese.  Why is everyone being so racist?  I don't like being that race, so it doesn't matter!

Problem

I feel guilty and impure.  I had a good day yesterday.

Think of it this way.

Ellen follows a stereotype, so when we do it we aren't copying her and we have a right to be that way.  I'm not saying it in a mean way- I'm over that.

Problem

So, my mom is actually being mean all the time again..  Acting like I deserve to be treated badly.  Anything to say?  She's not a bad person.

Wale! (Well)

Sorry, I was a bit upset this morning.  I had a good day yesterday..  It wasn't purposely bad.  I didn't do it to myself.  I know some things slipped and I denied it.  How tacky!  If you didn't watch me, maybe I would never had got into the habit.  How can an unsaid thought hurt someone?  Other people do this and don't get hurt.  Now, you wanna help them, too.  Am I gonna be "made" into something I don't want?  I'm sure I have, in ways.  Anyway, I was able to turn myself off to the insults by choice almost successfully.

It doesn't mean..

..I wanna be Chinese.  I don't look that Chinese..

And..

..I see adults like to rub in how they don't like Chinese kids.  I'm hiding.

Why can't you decide?

You think maybe in the end I'll be a minority to you racially?  What a joke!

More Cowbell

We need more like Ellen.

I don't wanna play yo game!

You can't look at everyone and feel sorry for them and act like I can also be both ugly and spoiled.  Am I to be left alone in the dust or picked on while you all transform into your ^true self^?

Problem

I said something about how it didn't matter to teach other mean people in a way that made sense.  I don't agree with being mean to me.  Now, they get what I have, just because someone had a cow.  They seem to be on a roll to defeat and beat and constrain me with my options.  Everyone can't live life ending up beating me all of a sudden just because of something that happened that everyone fell for.  I'm a bit annoyed in their presence.

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So Sorry!

What did I do wrong, just decided to pick on me?  Justifying and containing my thoughts?

A Happy Topic

I like Ellen to be stimulated, but what do you think about it being because of people who find fault with her?

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Self-Control

xp  Today went well.

Let me put into words..

..I found only Salsa for my pizza and it was not good.  The dough was like playdo|clay.  I think it was a joke, and I didn't mean any harm.  It just wasn't a nice experience is all.

OK

I'm not in a bad mood, but my parents keep on being upset.  They just keep going.  I didn't do anything, but I didn't agree..  I don't like when

Back.

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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Ellen sure looked good today.

The Frozen merchandise sounds like it'd be nice.

Kristen Bell I was so totally amazed by and would love to be a friend.  It was so funny when she was in the leaves.

Tony Hale was really nice.