Problem

My dad was thinking about my older aunt, and when I passed my mom to get something I thought of she dropped something.

Nice Advice From a Buddy

of Ellen

So, yes, I was respected age 9-11 where I lived.  I don't need people to sample my race being niggerish.  ..Before that, it was even more intense, each place before, that I was right and others were wrong in some way.  Why would I be wrong now?  I'll say what I like!!  People in Orlando and my family are being mean.  I don't want to give anyone a bad rap.  But something's gotta give.  Learn to answer my blog so you don't get mad later.

Problem

Why are people elaborating about Ellen DeGeneres?  What do you think about how things now are about bowing down to her like she's better or however you wanna say that?  I will not accept whatever they think Ellen ^can do to me^.  Like it's oh so fascinating.  Wow, must be reveling in the experience.  You have no power over me.  You're just ^wild^.  So, what, you want me to figure out what's wrong with Ellen?  I don't know.  Is she meaner now that I watch?  I asked that yesterday, something of the nature.

SOME ONE has a SER ious problem!

Every time I say something, someone twists what I say back.  I am just having a hard time finding the right words.  I know they do, too.  They just disclaim it somehow, like maybe I didn't-

Problem

Why are people mad at me for e-mailing people?  They make me feel like I didn't explain myself enough.  Why are you thinking kids are like their parents when they're not?  I don't e-mail now for some reason.  It's because you all want me so here it is, too!

Let me be the 1 to say it.

I was wondering if Ellen reads my blog, and if she doesn't, she should be doing other things, then I wonder about how she has time and interest in us online or me.  I was thinking, and you know people here are making clicks and stuff in my room like talking and watching me in private.  Well, suddenly, my dad keeps snoring.  Sometimes, he does that when I watch TV.  He did it as that thought came across to me..  I thought he said I wasn't even a soul.  I don't need that.  You all or whoever at the correct moment spring and make Ellen sound like a real person and me not now.  And you all like defend her and all that.  It's like she's the world ruler.  I'm not trying to be mean.  She is so elevated.  No one would ever say this about me if it weren't for all that weird stuff that's been happening to me.  People here got ^antsy^ and were mean to me, sensing I failed and withdrew in college and did it more than once.  Now, no one is nice to me, and I like lost my family.  That's not ^okay for tomorrow^ here.  I feel wiped of my past.  I'm fat.  Fat from up north.  Maybe, I needed it.  I guess I am just not really rich enough to go on my own diet.  I was on a diet, but I got tired of this..  I just realized I don't want 2 things to happen next to each other and never get it out properly, so.  I just realized something important.  People in Orlando don't trust me so are always mean.  They keep wanting to revel in Florida just being a parking lot.

Problem

I went out to eat my unfinished pizza, and my mom made me feel violent.  My dad didn't.  Stuff came up.  I wanted to ignore it.  I was worried they would change me.  That's what she said!

Problem

So, my mom is actually being mean all the time again..  Acting like I deserve to be treated badly.  Anything to say?  She's not a bad person.

Problem

I said something about how it didn't matter to teach other mean people in a way that made sense.  I don't agree with being mean to me.  Now, they get what I have, just because someone had a cow.  They seem to be on a roll to defeat and beat and constrain me with my options.  Everyone can't live life ending up beating me all of a sudden just because of something that happened that everyone fell for.  I'm a bit annoyed in their presence.

Problem

My dad listens to my mom but not me.

Problem

My dad keeps acting like I'm not white.

Age

People like to pick on attractive people of other races mostly who are older but in the end also secretly treat them badly somehow of their own age I bet..

Problem

People think that what things are who are bad and rude about how mature they are, people in their late 30s and early 40s, that we're bad if it's not some thing they wouldn't say that makes sense, cuz if they say what makes sense won't get them all they want.  They are now strict to younger kids like we deserve nothing, so are going around spreading hate.

Problem

Orlando is out of step with the world.  You don't punish your offspring|younger generation and even in older age like way past 17 .. in things like conversation, explaining yourself innocently in a topic that to them like all strangely is disagreeable .. without any hint in a warning just to have the opportunity to have something you can punish .. You see, people believe in taking chances as being brave and fixing mistakes, not at all worrying about holding back because that was what was considered bad and possibly labeled selfish as well ..